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I love make-up. I have been considering going to take the 2 month Mac make-up course to learn more about make-up. I can do mine, but when it comes to other people, I'm NOT very good at it. I don't even like doing it at my job. But, if they need me to, I will. I don't feel very confident doing it though and I think it's because I don't know enough about it. All I know is I like to play in it :)

I spent the day today spending time with a  close friend whom I haven't spent time with in FOREVER. It was so nice to be able to take that time to spend with her. Being on "bed rest" and being forced to take time off of work definitely isn't a bad thing. It drive me a little crazy to be cooped up in the house all day, but it's definitely doing me a lot of good. I'm realizing a lot of awesome things about myself.

We must understand that love leaves for a reason, but never without a lesson.

Just a few things I've been obsessed with lately....

The the best revenge of all: happiness. Nothing drives people crazier than seeing someone have a good fucking life.

It's been a while....

My life moves way too fast. Too many things have happened since my last post!
Harry Potter has ended. I met a guy that I was interested in dating (I know WTF?), I had sugery, and now I'm recovering for the next 6 weeks!

I just had surgery to remove a grape fruit sized tumor from my right ovary on Thursday morning, and got home from the hospital yesterday, Friday, afternoon. And let me just say, over night stays in the hospital SUCK! You get woken up every few hours for someone to check your vitals, or pump you up on more pain meds, etc. etc.

I went to the ER a few weeks ago because I had been having pain in my abdomen, and they found this massive tumor in my ovary. Crazy shit right? It's been there for at least 3 years just growing and growing. It really upsets me because I've been to numerous doctors and have complained of the pain I've had in my abdomen, and every doctor excuses it as ovarian cysts and puts me on birth control. They never did an ultra sound, or a CT. Just brushed it off their back with some birth control. So... the tumor finally got so big that it was pushing around all the rest of my organs and causing me so much pain that I had to go to the ER!

The tumor was benign, and they were able to save my ovary. So all in all, everything went extremely well. It could have been WAY worse so I'm definitely not complaining. I'm very thankful. And I'm recovering alarmingly fast! I have pictures of the tumor and what not, but I dunno if I want to post them on here. Maybe :)

The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you didn't pay attention to.

The incision is just the same as a c-section incision, and has to heal like one. However, I have to heal a little longer (maybe?) because my insides are also healing from being cut open. It's kind of difficult for me to sit down and get up right now, but that pain should subside within the next couple of weeks. However, I had to ask off of work for 6 whole weeks :(

Love is the best medicine, and there is more than enough to go around once you open your heart. -- Julie Marie

I'm so thankful I have a great family and support system of friends. I wouldn't be able to get through this without them. I'm actually waiting on my mom to make her way over here right now. And I'm really on a lot of drugs right now so I think I'm going to cut this post short and I'll blog more later. I can barely keep my eyes open!!!!!!!!

I just love this girl's hair. It makes me happy because this is how my hair will look once it's grown out :)